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`timmy64:icontimmy64:

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Things I'll Never Say

Journal Entry: Thu May 1, 2008, 2:31 AM





All right, same as all the others going around, like `Tepara's journal. Don't ask if I've mentioned you, I'm not gonna answer. Anonymous messages in that the recipient isn't outlined.


  1. You, you're the one I trust the most, but you always manage to make me feel stupid, or like I don't do enough, because you just don't talk to me when something's wrong. Then you'll tell me how I wasn't there when you needed me. I'm not fucking psychic. You have to tell me. Your alcohol consumption scares me. And it worries your mother too.


  2. You've been nothing but a great friend to me, and I feel like I've done you wrong. Even though if you realised I'm talking about you, you'd say I have nothing to apologise for, but I feel like I do have to. So, I'm sorry, because I've said and done some really stupid things. And as much as I'd love to let you wrap me in cotton wool, it can't be done. I love you like family.


  3. How is it, that you can analyse me so well? Either way, I appreciate you for it. Even if it does mean you want to rip your hair out sometimes because of me. You're wonderful like that. Don't stop.


  4. I can't even begin to tell you, how much I feel bad for what I did to you. I feel so much like I used you just so I wouldn't feel alone. It got to the point where I couldn't watch myself deceive you anymore. And I'm sorry. Because while I like you, it was never really in the way I wanted. You deserve so much more than that.


  5. You're my confident. You, above all others I trust with my secrets. I'm sorry I haven't gone to see how you are, hospitals freak me out. I hope you get well soon. I've had some of my best conversations with you, you're witty when I'm down, you always managed to make me cheery by the end of a conversation. I hope one day you do end up with the things you want, a stable man, and children, and for what it's worth, I just found out that what you're worried about, is not genetic. :cuddle: You're a goddess among us all.


  6. It's not that you never chose me that ever caused me grief. It's that you never appeared to trust me. And that hurt most of all. I wouldn't allow myself to be with you. I'd only end up disappointing you. I have abandonment issues, but I also have intimacy issues. I have trouble trusting people. The best description is that people "orbit" me. I try to keep them close, but not too close that they know my secrets. I'm sorry.



Some parts of these apply to everyone. So don't fret if I didn't put something specifically for you.





Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20!
  • Current Residence: Tasmania
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: Belly button fluff
  • Favourite movie: Wizard of Oz
  • Favourite band or musician: Sarah McLachlan
  • Favourite genre of music: A musical one
  • Favourite artist: Van Gough
  • Favourite poet or writer: A B Winter
  • Favourite photographer: Your Mother (She took pics of you)
  • Favourite style or digital art: A stylish one
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: One that plays music
  • Shell of choice: One from the sea
  • Wallpaper of choice: Paint
  • Skin of choice: The one I'm in
  • Favourite game: Strip Poker
  • Favourite gaming platform: The roof
  • Favourite cartoon character: One that was drawn
  • Personal Quote: The Cheese Made Me Do It!
  • Tools of the Trade: Hammer, Screwdriver, Ratchet ...

Devious Comments

`timmy64:icontimmy64: 1 day 12 hours ago
:plotting:

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If diamonds are just compressed carbon,
And diamonds are a girl's best friend,
Does this mean we can give a lump of coal for Valentine's? :slow:
=Ratafluke:iconRatafluke: 3 days 13 hours ago
If diamonds are just compressed carbon,
And diamonds are a girl's best friend,
Does this mean we can give a lump of coal for Valentine's? :slow:


Sure! If you compress it enough before giving =P

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`timmy64:icontimmy64: 5 days 19 hours ago
:lmao:

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If diamonds are just compressed carbon,
And diamonds are a girl's best friend,
Does this mean we can give a lump of coal for Valentine's? :slow:
~jonnymorris:iconjonnymorris: 6 days 13 hours ago
Hey, show us your map of Taz! :giggle:
No, don't.
~binglejilly:iconbinglejilly: May 5, 2008, 5:49:52 AM
thanks for the :+fav:

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So, what about this burnt plate man?
Oh don't worry we've stolen his skin!
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There goes my imagination
*Bazlehman:iconBazlehman: Apr 28, 2008, 11:52:57 PM Mood: Cheerful
thanks for the fave!

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check out me pics,its mostly shit but still .... [link]
*acaspe:iconacaspe: Apr 27, 2008, 11:45:40 PM
Hi thanks for interesting and adding my work to your favorites.

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~p0ssum:iconp0ssum: Apr 25, 2008, 10:55:36 PM
thanks for the fave! :flirty:
*ReallyAngry:iconReallyAngry: Apr 21, 2008, 9:46:19 AM
YO FUCKHEAD, I MENTIONED YOU IN MY NEWEST JOURNAL!! :angered: :rage:

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:rage: RRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!! :rage:
~Suu999:iconSuu999: Apr 19, 2008, 3:58:31 PM
going along with your journal, i've had the same problem too! like, i can be searching for comics to review on the Manga and Anime page here, and DevArt suddenly won't load anything! no clue what's going on, but it's annoying. and on another note, cool gallery. :heart: you have nice photography skillz. yeah, and your ID freaks me out.

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i lub mudkips!
*atomic-teddy:iconatomic-teddy: Apr 10, 2008, 12:18:15 AM
fine, you leave me no choice! GO! JIGGLYPUFF! I shal steal ur cookies while u sleep :evillaugh:

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46 people have said i look like heath ledger - so i offed the competition :evillaugh: RIP heath :heart:

to the world you might be just one person, but to one person you just might be the world <3
`timmy64:icontimmy64: Apr 9, 2008, 10:47:08 PM
NEVAR

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02:31:26 am <Unch> There's a little gay in all of us!
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*atomic-teddy:iconatomic-teddy: Apr 9, 2008, 10:33:40 PM
lol, surrender ur cookies!

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46 people have said i look like heath ledger - so i offed the competition :evillaugh: RIP heath :heart:

to the world you might be just one person, but to one person you just might be the world <3
`timmy64:icontimmy64: Apr 9, 2008, 10:23:49 PM
:cries:

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02:31:26 am <Unch> There's a little gay in all of us!
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*atomic-teddy:iconatomic-teddy: Apr 9, 2008, 10:19:44 PM
:iconkillitwithfire::icontimmy64::iconkillthatwithfire:

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46 people have said i look like heath ledger - so i offed the competition :evillaugh: RIP heath :heart:

to the world you might be just one person, but to one person you just might be the world <3
`timmy64:icontimmy64: Apr 9, 2008, 10:15:36 PM
You saw nothing :paranoid:

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02:31:26 am <Unch> There's a little gay in all of us!
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*atomic-teddy:iconatomic-teddy: Apr 9, 2008, 5:38:31 AM
T_T yeah i see u timmy! prancin around with ur cookies and milk.... dont think i dont see you!

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46 people have said i look like heath ledger - so i offed the competition :evillaugh: RIP heath :heart:

to the world you might be just one person, but to one person you just might be the world <3
~guitargirl7:iconguitargirl7: Apr 4, 2008, 1:18:35 PM
Umm... thank you for that effective watermarking tut. :nod: I've been paranoid lately, and this really means alot to me. :glomp:

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最終の星 Forever!
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*keyoma09:iconkeyoma09: Mar 29, 2008, 12:25:18 AM
I didn't realize you were such a hottie :eyes:

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=LonesomeFaery:iconLonesomeFaery: Mar 28, 2008, 8:32:09 PM
:glomp: hey you, long time no talk!

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I'm not a faerie but I need
More than this life so I became
This creature representing more to you
Than just another girl
And if I had a chance to change my mind
I wouldn't for the world

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~scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad: Mar 28, 2008, 4:15:20 AM
I see.
No spam or tomato?
:hmm:

It is a good story. :nod: I think.

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There is more to being a decent critic than saying you like or hate something. Challenge yourself to say which things you like about something you are judging/doing a critique on, or what about it you don't.
`timmy64:icontimmy64: Mar 28, 2008, 4:10:52 AM
Just we ended up mixing so many non-sushi ingredients in. Carrot, peas, all sorts of other stuff that has no place in sushi.

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~scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad: Mar 28, 2008, 4:02:59 AM
I see.
Do tell.
*is piqued*

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LHA/-Thorn: I'm kind of a postmodernist.
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There is more to being a decent critic than saying you like or hate something. Challenge yourself to say which things you like about something you are judging/doing a critique on, or what about it you don't.
`timmy64:icontimmy64: Mar 28, 2008, 4:02:04 AM
Hmm... that's a hard one... probably when I made sushi in cooking class :nod: We had some "interesting" ingreadients, not normally seen in sushi :bucktooth:

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~scholarwarrior-lad:iconscholarwarrior-lad: Mar 28, 2008, 3:48:22 AM
What's the strangest thing you've ever cooked?

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LHA/-Thorn: I'm kind of a postmodernist.
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There is more to being a decent critic than saying you like or hate something. Challenge yourself to say which things you like about something you are judging/doing a critique on, or what about it you don't.